College. Not. Fun. //{-o-}// 28 April 2004 - 7:32 pm
Man. I sat in the lounge on this floor (no one ever uses it) to read the rest of the book that I have to write a paper on tonight, because I kept getting distracted by things in my room, as well as feeling this overwhelming sense of depression whenever I walk in the door. But anyway. I'm sitting there, reading, next to a window, in the sun. It was really nice. Also, I finished the book, which means I won't have to stay up until 4 am to do this paper, maybe only 3. But I was sitting there, reading, minding my own business. And everyone kept walking by and commenting on me. The walls are glass, so they could see in, but they all seemed so shocked and confused and annoyed by the fact that I was sitting there. "What is she doing?" "Reading a book! In the dark!"
The lights make a horrible buzzing noise, and give me a headache, so I turned them off, as it was daylight anyway. Oh no! The horror!
It began to annoy me to no end, the way that no one could just leave me alone, not make audible comments. It reminded me of last year, the way it was with my roommates, who commented on everything I did, no matter how normal it was. ("You're doing homework? Why?") I'm so glad I have the roommates I do now, who don't make me feel like an idiot for doing work. Although sometimes the overwhelming intelligence of everyone else is a bit much. I am very open to admitting that I'm the dumb one.
I took pictures of Tonks' butt with the new camera, she was sitting and eating facing the other direction and her butt looked so round and the fur was doing something weird, like she had parted it. She looked like a little furry orange, like the kind you eat. I'm on the third roll of film with the new camera, I think I should lay off until I can get some things developed to see how it will turn out. I have no idea what this camera does, colorwise, or exposurewise.
I wish I could reverse the deadlines of these next two things, I'm all ready to write the paper now and do the lab report later, but I have to stop thinking about the paper and do the lab report, and later, when I'm exhausted, go back to the paper. So not awesome.
The mice still hate. I have charged David with naming them, because they like him better. They let him hold them, and didn't run away, where they won't let me near them. Maybe I smell too much like hamster. They hate Tonks.
Anyway. Have to get started putting all this work together. *sigh*
I need to be awake tomorrow morning, and to get to class at 8. No excuses, because last time a paper was due, I slept through it. I took a nap this afternoon, so I should be better than last time, but I'm already yawning now. Lab by 12. Paper by 8. Physics exam by 10. Ready... go!
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